I need a breakthrough!

I have been lethargic lately with no mood to do any work. I seem to have lost the joy of working in this environment.

Recently I was reminded of the days when I have Bee Hong and Charlene working together. We did many fun and innovative things together. Bee Hong and I choreographed a dance for the lower primary to do for ACES day. Charlene and I organized a dance competition to choose the best team to teach the upper primary for ACES day. In those days, nothing seems impossible. Everyone was willing to go for it. We did trials for sports day and train every athlete ourselves. I miss those days.

Now that I am older, Bee Hong and Charlene had left, I have no energy or faith to do such things again. We often choose the easy way out. I lost that joy. Can I find it back? Can I have people who believed in me not just in words but also in actions? Can we have new ideas to bring the PE dept up to the next level? Can I have people who are willing to go the extramile with me in innovative things? Can I pick myself up and have like minded people? What can I do to get moving? How can I have energy that even if no one runs with me, I will still run with my belief? How can I think of new ideas? I need a breakthrough in work!